In Color

AI-generated tarot decks are proliferating, even as many tarot readers and collectors excoriate them. The Eilat Tarot is certainly not an AI-generated deck. Lacking artistic skills, I painstakingly created it with MS Paint and Google Docs. (Thankfully, a professional designer showed me that he could make it so much better, and that's in progress right now.)

Nonetheless, I sometimes find myself imagining what a future edition of the deck might look like if it were someday reinterpreted by an artist working in color while wandering the hills and parks and beaches of Eilat. Out of longing for that possibility, I asked ChatGPT to generate a single experimental image based on my black-and-white Bet-The High Priestess card.

Seven of Cups - The Illusion of Choice

Keywords

Seven ⭑ Persistence (Neẓaḥ) ⭑ Element of Water ⭑
Month of Ḥeshvan ⭑ Scorpio ⭑ Tribe of Menasheh ⭑
Sigd

Essence

The number seven introduces a test of perception. Not every path that appears before us leads to truth.

Neẓaḥ represents persistence, but persistence can falter when desire becomes confused or scattered. The challenge is not effort but direction.

The suit of Cups corresponds to the element of Water and the realms of emotion, imagination, longing, and spiritual vision. Water can inspire devotion, but it can also dissolve clarity.

This card falls corresponds to the sign of Scorpio and the Hebrew month of Ḥeshvan. Scorpio deepens the emotional intensity of this card. Desire here is rarely superficial; what is imagined often conceals deeper needs, fears, or longings.

The tribe linked with this card is Menasheh, the firstborn son of Josef and Asenath. The tribe’s story reflects displacement and adaptation. In this context Menasheh evokes the emotional complexity of navigating multiple possible identities and futures.

Imagery

Pamela Colman Smith’s image shows a dark silhouette facing a cloud containing seven chalices filled with symbolic forms: a castle, jewels, a laurel wreath, a dragon, a snake, and a human face. From the central chalice rises a glowing human figure still wrapped in a burial shroud. One hand of the silhouetted figure remains visible, open before the vision.

Integration

This card is titled The Illusion of Choice because Pamela Colman Smith’s image shows a figure gazing at seven cups filled with symbolic visions. Each cup offers something different: power, beauty, mystery, danger, wealth, transformation.

In the Seven of Cups, Neẓaḥ appears as the challenge of maintaining direction in the presence of many possible futures. Desire multiplies possibilities faster than wisdom can evaluate them.

Water in this card becomes imagination, longing, vision, and projection. Some possibilities are genuine callings. Others are distractions, fantasies, or forms of avoidance. The challenge is not to reject imagination, but to discern which visions can truly sustain a life.

The figure remains still and has not chosen. The danger lies not only in choosing poorly, but in becoming lost among imagined alternatives and never acting at all.

Yet this card can also reflect the beginning of genuine vision. Many realities first exist as longing, prayer, or imagination before they can take form in the world. Discernment means learning to distinguish between what merely dazzles and what can truly be lived.

Persistence here means remaining faithful to what can truly be lived, even when many other paths appear possible.

Interpretative Possibilities for Divination

Upright:

• Multiple possibilities without clear direction 
• Desire or imagination exceeding discernment 
• Difficulty choosing among competing visions or futures 
• Longing shaped more by fantasy than reality 
• Attraction to possibilities that cannot truly sustain a life 
• Hesitation or passivity in the face of many options 
• Vision, hope, or imagination seeking grounded expression 
• Awareness that not every path is meant to be followed 
• Sustaining a vision whose fulfillment is not yet visible

Reversed:

• Seeing through illusion or emotional projection 
• Letting go of fantasies that prevent movement 
• Choosing a direction after prolonged uncertainty 
• Grounding desire in reality 
• Regaining clarity after emotional confusion 
• Committing to what can genuinely be lived 
• Distinguishing true longing from distraction

Reflections

This card often appears when imagination outpaces action. You may be considering many futures without knowing which can truly be lived.

Not every vision is false. Some possibilities begin as longing before they become reality. But discernment is required. A life cannot be built from fantasy alone.

Sigd reflects this tension between vision and reality. For generations, the Beta Israel community of Ethiopia preserved the hope of return to the Land of Israel before that return became possible. The holiday continues to be observed not because the longing failed, but because redemption remains incomplete.

The Seven of Cups asks which visions deepen your life and which only distract from it.

Hebrew Calendar - Sigd

Sigd is observed fifty days after Yom Kippur. The holiday expresses commitment to covenant, return, and spiritual renewal. It reflects the persistence of a vision carried across generations before fulfillment became possible.

Even after returning to the Land, Ethiopian Jews continue to observe Sigd because redemption is understood as incomplete.

Traditionally, the community gathers in prayer and fasting on a mountain or high place. Passages from the Torah and from Joshua, Judges, and Ruth are read aloud. The ascent reflects both physical and spiritual orientation toward Jerusalem and toward a restored world.

Arlan and I often spent this day hiking in the hills around Eilat, honoring the Ethiopian Jewish community’s invitation that all Israeli Jews observe the holiday alongside them.

Journaling Prompts

• What emotional need is shaping the future I imagine? 
• What am I trying to move toward, and what am I trying to escape? 
• What would this dream require from me in lived practice, not only in imagination? 
• Am I imagining a new life, or relief from my current one? 
• Which visions would remain meaningful even after disappointment or delay? 
• What would it mean to pursue one path fully instead of remaining among many imagined alternatives?

Closing Thoughts

Some visions sustain life. Others keep us from living it. The challenge is not to abandon longing, but to remain present long enough to discern what is real.

Reading the Present: What Cannot Be Sustained Will Give Way

This reading was done with the Ocean Tarot Deck,  a beautiful and evocative deck that draws on the imagery of the sea. The interpretation uses the structure and meanings of the Eilat Tarot, allowing the cards to be read not as a prediction, but as a reflection of the conditions shaping the present moment.

1. The Structure You Are Currently Within - 2 cards
What pattern is shaping your life right now? Your condition and what kind of world you’re building.

Six of Swords - The Quiet Crossing (Compassion תִּפְאֶרֶת) Careful passage toward safety, even when the journey remains incomplete. (Tribe of Asher, Aquarius, Tu b’Shevat) I'm intrigued that the card shows a mermaid riding on a shark as she faces backwards. I interpret that as me looking back to Eilat. I am being carried forward, but my attention is still with what I have left

Two of Wands - The Edge of Decision (Wisdom חָכְמָה) Power before action. Possibility held without commitment. (Tribe of Judah, Aries, Days of Sun begin, Shabbat HaGadol)

I am already in transition, not at a beginning. However, I’m only at the threshold of a choice and of power not yet put to use. I am abandoning old goals and attitudes, but I have not decided what to commit to next. I am no longer who I was, but have yet to decide who I want to be or what I can do.

2. The Opening Available - 1 card
What possibility exists within that pattern? What kind of movement is possible and what can be built?

Nine of Swords - Night of the Mind (Connection יְסוֹד) Rest denied from within. Troubling thoughts brought honestly to prayer. (Tribe of Zebulun, Gemini, month of Sivan)

I must face and evaluate what is troubling me. Understanding myself and my situation is the only way forward.

3. What Is Already in Motion - 3 cards
What existing skills and efforts can you build on?

Daughter of Swords - Walker in the Dust (Emanation אֲצִילוּת)
 Asking before concluding. Listening before speaking. (Earth of Air)

Ace of Cups - The Gift of Love’s Beginning (Divine Will כֶּתֶר)
 A gift of the heart. An opening before feeling takes form. (Element of Water)

Quf - The Moon (Pisces) Laughter, The Path Between Overflowing Love and Understanding. What alters the view. A different seeing.

I am questioning and considering carefully. My heart is opening to possibility. My perceptions are shifting. Things feel unstable, but this state indicates progress.

4. What Requires Development - 1 card
What is not yet stable or reliable? Poor skills or habits.

Son of Swords - Rider of the Clouds (Creation בְּרִיאָה) Probing and questioning. Quick thought without full discernment. (Air of Air - Ruach, the soul of thought and aspiration)

I need to think more clearly and slow down and be discerning. I am thinking, but my thoughts aren’t yet reliable. This could be connected to the Nine of Swords.

5. What Must Be Sustained What needs continued effort, regardless of outcome? What requires persistence and cannot be rushed?

Three of Wands - The Venture Underway (Understanding בִּינָה) Action set in motion. Turning toward what comes next. Tribe of Judah, Aries, Ta’anit Beḥorot, Festival of Pesaḥ, Counting of the Omer begins) The mermaid in this card has three hands. This may simply be an AI artifact, but it might also symbolize extra power or a task that requires extra work.

Something has already begun and my efforts should continue. Perhaps this refers to my tarot project. I should not stop working even though the final arcanum is not entirely clear to me yet.

6. How You Are Meeting the Work - 2 cards
Your current stance toward building new life. Your posture and way of engaging, what you bring to the work.

Son of Pentacles - Scout of the Land (Creation בְּרִיאָה) Steady effort. Showing up each day to build what will last. (Air of Earth)

Dalet - The Empress (Venus) Seed and Desolation. The Path Between Compassion and Divine Will.
 The opening. Where life begins to take form.

I am tending something with steady, consistent effort. I am at a beginning of cultivating, trusting a beginning, even where growth is not certain.

7. What You Must Become to Build It - 1 card
The change in yourself.

Peh - The Tower (Mars) Dominance and Subjugation. The Path Between Reverence and Restraint. What breaks through. What cannot be held.

Something I have relied on, perhaps a foundational belief, cannot be sustained. It is giving way, and I must face what remains.