I feel some hesitation as I prepare to commit to returning to the United States. I worry that the level of antisemitism I may encounter could be physically harmful—or at the very least, obstruct my progress. I'm also concerned that my lack of self-confidence might prevent me from securing well-paid employment. And I worry what I’m leaving behind, especially access to medical care.
So I’ve turned to my tarot deck and asked:
What insight can the tarot offer as I prepare to return to the U.S., especially regarding safety, confidence, and livelihood?
The Current Situation – What’s pushing or calling me to move?
Two of Wands
This card shows a figure holding a globe and gazing out over a wide landscape, contemplating the possibilities beyond his current life. I’m in that very moment—poised between the familiar and the unknown, weighing my choices. There’s a sense of longing, a push toward growth, but also uncertainty. The card affirms that I’m standing at the threshold, asking myself: What lies beyond?
The Main Challenge – What’s the core fear or obstacle I must confront?
The Hierophant
My greatest challenge may lie in navigating institutions, systems, and societal expectations. I fear being judged, excluded, or obstructed—particularly by antisemitism or employment hurdles. This card also reflects my inner struggle between tradition and autonomy: I want to stay true to myself and honor the tradition I love, but I’m unsure whether the U.S. will make space for that. I worry there may be no institutions to support me—or worse, some that actively resist who I am.
Hidden Strength – What support do I have that I may not recognize?
Ace of Wands
This card represents creative fire, courage, and the spark of inspiration. Even when my confidence wavers, the potential for inspired action is alive within me. I may underestimate my own energy, originality, or spiritual will—but it’s there. This card reminds me that I carry the fire to begin again. This isn’t just a relocation; it’s a path of spiritual renewal.
Advice or Action – How can I prepare myself to meet this transition well?
Temperance
A card of healing, balance, and integration. I have miles to go, but this is not a race—progress will come through patience and care. I must temper my fears with hope, and my grief with trust. Temperance advises practical planning, inner harmony, and slow unfolding. It calls me to blend body and soul, courage and caution, grief and readiness. My way forward is mindful, not rushed.
Likely Outcome – What direction is the energy flowing as I step forward?
The Hermit
This card speaks of solitude and spiritual depth. The road ahead may be lonely at times, but it offers the chance to gain clarity, inner strength, and wisdom. The Hermit walks a path of truth and self-discovery, and in doing so, becomes a guide to others. Though the journey won’t be easy, it can be deeply meaningful—and transformative.
Summary
This reading points to a thoughtful, spiritual transition. It doesn’t promise comfort or certainty—but it assures me that I already hold what I need: the vision (Two of Wands), the fire (Ace of Wands), the guidance (Temperance), and the wisdom (Hermit).
The core challenge lies in navigating systems (Hierophant) that may not always welcome me. But even so, I have the inner light to carry me through.
