Make Your Blessings Count

Blessed is he who not only counts his blessings, but makes his blessings count.
- a refrigerator magnet
I’ve been feeling grateful lately—but also a little uneasy about whether I’m doing enough with the good I’ve been given. I’m thoroughly enjoying many aspects of life in the U.S., the comfort, the ease, the many luxuries, because each one feels like an enormous blessing. Still, I worry that I’m not showing enough gratitude. I’m not putting enough heart into my job, not taking enough walks to enjoy the weather and scenery, and not making an effort to meet people or make friends.

So I did a reading with The Ocean Tarot, a mermaid-themed deck that reminds me of Eilat, the jumping-off point for my journey back to the US.

The question I asked was, "How can I rise up and align myself with the blessings I am receiving?"

Fives showed up frequently in this reading. That’s the sefirah גְּבוּרָה (Gevurah), Strength. These challenges may be necessary to help me grow. Fives often represent spiritual transition. (Across various traditions, fives are generally understood as points of instability, challenge, or disruption that invite growth.)

CARD 1 – The Blessings Present
What blessings or gifts are currently flowing into my life? (It feels like there are so many blessings, I could have pulled a dozen cards.)

Page of Pearls (Cups)
This is the kid who is appreciative and open-hearted toward whatever or whomever he encounters. In this deck, the Page is admiring a glowing pearl. The blessings of my new life feel precious, hard-won, and still dazzling. Maybe the real blessing is that my heart can feel wonder and grace. There are seahorses all around him, symbols of patience, fatherhood, and gentleness. The seahorses remind me to approach life gently.
In my Eilat Tarot, this card is called: Servant of Grace


CARD 2 – What Holds Me Back
What pattern, attitude, or distraction keeps me from aligning with these blessings?

Four of Pearls (Cups)
This card is such a contrast to the last one. It represents someone who isn’t paying attention to the blessings around him, or the additional divine gift being offered. Although I’m aware of all the blessings I’m receiving, I reflexively retreat from opportunities. The fourth pearl, descending with rays of light from the ocean’s surface, evokes a spiritual prompting to stay awake and grateful.
In my Eilat Tarot, this card is called: Before the Heart Opens

CARD 3 – Embodying Heart and Presence
How can I bring more heart into my work and daily actions?

Five of Pearls (Cups)
This is someone who needs to see not just his losses and what he still has, but needs to "cross the bridge to the castle of dreams," i.e. aspire to the next great goal he can reach. He should not just survive hardship, but dare to hope again. In this deck, there are three broken eggs and two live jellyfish, suggesting sensitivity and vulnerability. I'm being invited to move through emotion into a new purpose. The adult jellyfish in the background suggest emotional maturity, reminding me I can move forward even while remaining sensitive. Bringing heart into daily actions means not fearing emotional messiness, but using it to deepen compassion and connection.
In my Eilat Tarot, this card is called: Crossing the Waters
(I might rename it The Mourner's Path)

CARD 4 – Reconnecting with the World
What will help me engage with nature and people with more joy and aliveness?

Two of Treasure (Pentacles)
Usually this card means being undecided about which path to commit to—but in this deck, the figure resembles The World card. It’s a portrait of joyful receiving rather than striving. It suggests saying “yes” more often, and being a little less guarded.
In my Eilat Tarot, this card is called: The Tension of Two Worlds
(I might rename it The Moment Between Steps)

CARD 5 – The Path of Rising
What does it look like to rise up and live in alignment with the life I’ve been given?

Five of Spears (Swords)
This is a surprising card in this position. It’s about the sore winner, someone who clings to resentment or conflict. But in The Medieval Cat Tarot, it can also indicate the support of true friends, releasing shame, internal healing, or making amends. Maybe here, it points toward independence, not desperately seeking love or fearing scarcity. It may be a call to walk forward unburdened by the past, to release not just people but also narratives tied to old pain. Once again, I’m reminded of what my father tried to teach me for over forty years, a lesson that’s become something of a personal motto, even if it’s not quite 100% true: “No one is your friend, and money’s the only thing that matters.”
In my Eilat Tarot, this card is called: The Severed Bond
(I might rename it Beyond the Battle)


This reading reminds me: it’s not enough to count my blessings. I must carry them forward, with presence and purpose.

Contemplative Tarot: There is Hope

Clarity's blade reveals the victorious path,
Emotions embraced and intuition grasped,
Responsibility taken--
you’ll sail to smoother waters at last.

Ace of Swords
The moment I recognize that something is wrong, the path to healing begins. This card reminds me that clarity may not arrive gently, but it comes with the power to cut through dillusion and open the way forward. Hope lies in seeing a problem clearly and refusing to look away.

Page of Cups
The Page invites me to slow down and listen to the still small voice within. Emotions can become guides rather than obstacles. If I respond to myself with gentleness and curiosity, I may discover unexpected insights waiting just below the surface.

Six of Swords
Even in the midst of difficulty, change is possible. Change begins when I take responsibility for my choices and allow myself to move on. Peace may not be immediate, but it is within reach.

Reflection
There is hope if I can begin to move forward. Like pushing a boat away from shore, the smallest motion creates momentum. Soon, the waters and my own efforts will carry me toward a quieter place.

The Page of Cups

Several weeks ago, I created a diagram linking the sixteen court cards to the sixteen personalities of the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator. I am now comparing what I know about each of the Pages to the Myers-Briggs types I've assigned to them.

The Page of Cups wears a painter's pallet hanging from her belt. She is dressed in a white tunic that is trimmed with a pattern of water lilies reminding me of eastern meditation. Like all the pages, her hair is long and luxuriant; this page wears a tiara of pearls. Her sandals are sturdy. In her right hand is a glowing, golden cup that has a silver mermaid on it. (There ought to be a word for metal-on-metal work. Perhaps there is?) A flying fish appears half out of the cup. The page's left hand is on her hip and she stands casually while watching the fish.

Sometimes this figure seems to be the same person as the figure on The Fool card of the Major Arcana.

The Page of Cups standing on a boardwalk above the ocean, and the sky behind her, according to artist Robin Wood, is upside down. "The gradient suggests the evening sky, but in reverse... it's far more ordinary for the pink to be at the bottom. So this person may stand your expectations on end."

Pages represent innocence and Cups represent joyful emotions. Receiving this card may indicate that a young person (or person who is young at heart) will enter the seeker's like, and that her trusting, sunny personality will renew the seeker's love of life. The person represented by this page is very different than anyone else and offers mental or spiritual stimulation that may lead others to express themselves artistically.

Robin Wood gave this page a crown of pearls "to show her affinity with the ocean." The ocean symbolizes so much: life itself, change, turbulence and calm, emotions, obstacles, the subconscious, depths, the unknown, the power and mystery of nature, something primal that existed before creation, and the feminine divine.  

Water represents intuition. Intuition is an essential characteristic for human beings, it helps us make good decisions, protects us from danger, and if cultivated, can make us supremely expressive artists. This adolescent is listening to her heart's intuition, allowing her inner voice to develop. 

Water symbolizes emotions. Remember, pages are young inexperienced; this card can represent emotional immaturity or being too absorbed in an emotional situation, caught up in it and loosing herself. It may also represent someone who is unable to express or even understand her emotions.

In the book, Tarot Wisdom, Rachel Pollack refers to the expression "still waters run deep,' in connection with the Page of Cups, but in most decks, the page is looking into a cup, not a great depth. When this card appears in romantic readings, I sometimes remind the Seeker that there are other sharks in the sea.

Water also symbolizes the subconscious. Rachel Pollack's meaning for the reversed Page of Pentacles is "troubled by things that come from the imagination or the subconscious."

The intuitive abilities of Wand court cards may be expressed in mysticism, while the intuitive abilities of the Cup court cards, may lead them to become psychics.

This card may represent a spiritual quest or an attempt to make things right, as in the period of introspection before the High Holy Days. Robin Wood gave the page a white tunic "to show her purity." The lilies at the hem of the tunic make me think of Hindu philosophies and meditation.

When this card represents a person, it may be a spiritual person, someone with "beginner's mind." I wish I remembered who taught me the following insightful interpretation of this card: the Page of Cups is not surprised or horrified by the fish in her cup; she is open to all new experiences because she has not expectation of what ought to be. 

The suit of cups often suggests that someone is being unrealistic or, more seriously, that someone is out of touch with reality. While the Page of Cups does seem dreamy, I don't feel she's as far gone into illusion or delusion as the Queen of Cups sometimes seems to be.

Occasionally, I get the impression that the page is studying her emotions intently. In some situation and with a wise therapist or guide, analyzing emotions might sometimes be a necessary exercise. However, generally, emotions should be felt and expressed in some way. Joanna Powell Colbert writes of this card, "She needs to embrace her emotions, dreams, and imagination, and let her heart be filled."

Water and cups can represent the womb. The development of a single embryo, parallels the evolution of its species. We were once sea creatures. So perhaps this card indicates the early stages of a pregnancy, a literal or a metaphorical fertilization.

There is a spectrum of meanings in each card; Sometime her cup will be Josef's cup of vision, and at other times, it may represent alcoholism. This card indicates absorption of some kind; the fish in her cup is her entire world at this moment. The Gaian image is sunnier; the child's gentle eyes gaze into the future and in her eyes, we can almost see the wise old woman she may become. 

In my chart of MBTI and tarot court card correspondences, the Page of Cups is aligned with ENFJ. Wikipedia describes this type as "caring, enthusiastic, idealistic, organized, diplomatic, responsible" and asserts that they are "skilled communicators who value connection with people."

Could this tarot image reflect the ENFJ type? Perhaps this child could grow into a skilled communicator, but I think this correspondence is a fail.

I Don't Always Pull A Daily Card...

… so for this Tarot Tuesday, I am re-blogging Carolyn Cushing's  cards from her "Week of April 21st Practices." (Read Carolyn's interpretations of these cards on her blog.)

Nurture the small actions that bring structure and meaning to your life

Embrace every moment and every person you encounter with celebration.

Behold the world through the eyes of a child, filled with wonder and discovery.

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